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A Mother’s Heartbreak

A Mother’s Heartbreak

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January 31, 2024 | by Laura Zendejas

Introduction from the IAES Blog Team:

A diagnosis of Autoimmune Encephalitis can be devastating and overwhelming. It is difficult for patients, family members, caregivers, and medical teams. Watching a loved one suffer can be excrutiating. Being a parent of a suffering child is a level of mental pain that no one ever wishes to encounter. We share with you a beautiful poem written by Laura Zendejas that speaks to the heartbreak a loving Mother feels for her sick child.


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You took away my child

You took away my peace

You took away my feelings of blessings and feeling pleased

I was happy before you came

I was worry free

I knew my child was safe and healthy

Then you came to be

You attacked her brain

You attacked me

You made me realize I had no control

That you were the all mighty

I begged

I cried

I asked why

Still I have no answers

Still I search today

Now that you have left my child

Why do I still feel this way?

Why do I still feel you near?

You attacked her brain and you set her free….

So why are you still attacking me?

~a poem from mom

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On June 16 th, 2022, Tabitha Orth, President and Founder of International Autoimmune Encephalitis Society officially became the 7,315 th “point of light”. Recognized for the volunteer work she and IAES has done to spark change and improve the world for those touched by Autoimmune Encephalitis. The award was founded by President George H.W. Bush in 1990.


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International Autoimmune Encephalitis Society (IAES), home of the AEWarrior®, is the only Family/Patient-centered organization that assists members from getting a diagnosis through to recovery and the many challenges experienced in their journey. Your donations are greatly appreciated and are the direct result of IAES’ ability to develop the first product in the world to address the needs of patients, Autoimmune Encephalitis Trivia Playing Cards. Every dollar raised allows us to raise awareness and personally help Patients, Families, and Caregivers through their Journey with AE to ensure that the best outcomes can be reached. Your contribution to our mission will help save lives and improve the quality of life for those impacted by AE.   Trivia Playing cards 3 FB 500x419 - A Mother's Heartbreak For this interested in face masks, clothing, mugs, and other merchandise, check out our AE Warrior Store!  This online shop was born out of the desire for the AE patient to express their personal pride in fighting such a traumatic disease and the natural desire to spread awareness. Join our AE family and help us continue our mission to support patients, families and caregivers while they walk this difficult journey.   AE Warrior Store 300x200 - A Mother's Heartbreak

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International Autoimmune Encephalitis Society is a charitable non-profit 501(c)(3) organization founded in 2016 by Tabitha Andrews Orth, Gene Desotell and Anji Hogan-Fesler. Tax ID# 81-3752344. Donations raised directly supports research, patients, families and caregivers impacted by autoimmune encephalitis and to educating healthcare communities around the world. Financial statement will be made available upon request.

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